How I wanted you, needed you so bad
But the hope of you is all I ever had
Til this day never did I get to have you
To this day there’s nothing but an idea of you
Wanting someone who didn’t want me
Surely they all see the absurdity
The instinct of a mother they all have, they say…
But what about the longing of daughter? Where’s that come into play?
All these years later I really do see
You couldn’t see past you, to see me
To terms I’ve come with my fate
To terms I’ve come; no longer myself do I berate
Someone loves me for me and I’m ok!
Someone comforts me and shows me His way
Never will He sneak away in the night
For He is always keeping me in His sight
He cares and fills that empty hole
His love for me has made me whole
So sorry for all you had to go through, Amy!!! It must have been tough!
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It was but God is awesome!
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He is at that!!!!
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❤ Thank you Jeus for filling that hole in so many of us. Love you, Amy!
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We can never make up for the sins and hurts of others. But God. God can redeem, He can love and pour Himself into our very beings.
I love how God pours out of you.
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It’s weird how it happens. I’m way over the childhood yet here I am writing this. I’ll get a sentence or two and then the rest comes out. Hoping it helps another
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Girl I felt your emotions through this! Very touching!
It’s a God thing Amy! His timing. After all these years, He is using what we all have went through and helping others to make it!
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Amen sis. How’s hubby recovering?
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Yep.
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This is really good! Love it! 🙂
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Thanks so much!
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You’re welcome! 😊
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Beautiful. ❤
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Thanks so much
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