A Higher Trust

Lord oh lord I beg you, can you see?

I want what I want so badly.

I see what you meant when you kept saying no;

but my flesh begged my spirit to go with the flow

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Lord, how am I going to live without this?

Surely, there’s something you’ve missed.

Forgive me lord, I know you are ultimately Sovereign.

The white angel upon my shoulder was letting the other govern.

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Thankful I am of other’s prayers…

that helped me through those nightmares.

During a time of uncertainty and darkness,

You showed me the importance of apartness.

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Lord oh Lord I hope you see

How sorry I am and accept my apology.

I no longer want what I want, what I desire;

As I see now my trust in You has to be higher!