Lord oh lord I beg you, can you see?
I want what I want so badly.
I see what you meant when you kept saying no;
but my flesh begged my spirit to go with the flow
Lord, how am I going to live without this?
Surely, there’s something you’ve missed.
Forgive me lord, I know you are ultimately Sovereign.
The white angel upon my shoulder was letting the other govern.
Thankful I am of other’s prayers…
that helped me through those nightmares.
During a time of uncertainty and darkness,
You showed me the importance of apartness.
Lord oh Lord I hope you see
How sorry I am and accept my apology.
I no longer want what I want, what I desire;
As I see now my trust in You has to be higher!